This pain
is excruciating
Will it
ever end…
CHRIST I
scream
Cut open my
belly
Sever me
with a sabre if necessary…
A woman
holds my hand tightly
Push, Push,
Push…
Come on
PUSH…
Ahhhhhhh
And there
she is
My beautiful
baby daughter
Covered in
blood
Close to my
chest
The sense
of love I’m feeling is overwhelming…
And I begin
to cry
I’m in
ecstasy
Over this
little creature
Her little
fingers twisted around mind
Holding
onto to me for dear life.
The woman’s
face turns to stone…
She is
weeping too …
Tears of
loss…
She tries
to shove her hand down my throat
I begin to
gag
No!
Sttttop!
She’s
trying to tear out my heart from my very being.
No, no, no,
I won’t allow it…
I hold onto
my little bundle of joy for dear life.
Ten perfect
little fingers
Ten tiny
little toes
And a stock
of beautiful blonde hair
My little
Goldilocks J
Next to my
breast…
Nothing…
Not even
the severing of the cord
Can ever
tear my little girl away from me.
The woman
recoils
Her back up
against
The bland
hospital ward…
She’s
heartbroken
But she’s
invisible to all
I cast a
glance in her direction
And I
realise what a fool I’ve been…
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